college au
[ it has been a long day.
zhongli enjoys his job a great deal. not only does he have the opportunity to discuss his favorite topics for a living, he is involved in the shaping of young minds, which he finds richly rewarding. not everyone is as passionate about history as he is, it is rather a dry subject, yet his lectures are quite popular nonetheless, for which he is very grateful.
even if.. controlling large classes is a bit of a challenge.
a challenge well worth the payoff, however. it can be difficult to get young people interested in history, but zhongli has a gift for storytelling, and his passion for it, while seemingly subdued, comes through in every lecture. there seems to be little enough that he does not know when it comes to the topic of liyue's great history and customs, and the doings of the ancient archons who have long since faded into the pages of time. he is often commended for his great knowledge despite his young age.
though of course, they do not know the truth of who and what he is.
nevertheless, he has taken this new guise, and he is happy in this new skin of his. rex lapis has long since passed from this world, it is now zhongli who moves through time, educating young minds, at least in this era. today's lecture goes the same as they always do, starting with liyue's more modern history yet devolving into, as it almost always does, the subject of archons, for his students never fail to ask, knowing full well he will indulge them. the archons and their stories are by and large what he is asked about most, and he cannot help but allow it.
the last lecture of the night concludes ten minutes late, three students remain to chat for another twenty minutes, while a fourth still lingers after they have gone. zhongli smooths his brown waistcoat and clears his throat. ]
Mister Tartaglia. Do you not have some pressing matter to attend to?
zhongli enjoys his job a great deal. not only does he have the opportunity to discuss his favorite topics for a living, he is involved in the shaping of young minds, which he finds richly rewarding. not everyone is as passionate about history as he is, it is rather a dry subject, yet his lectures are quite popular nonetheless, for which he is very grateful.
even if.. controlling large classes is a bit of a challenge.
a challenge well worth the payoff, however. it can be difficult to get young people interested in history, but zhongli has a gift for storytelling, and his passion for it, while seemingly subdued, comes through in every lecture. there seems to be little enough that he does not know when it comes to the topic of liyue's great history and customs, and the doings of the ancient archons who have long since faded into the pages of time. he is often commended for his great knowledge despite his young age.
though of course, they do not know the truth of who and what he is.
nevertheless, he has taken this new guise, and he is happy in this new skin of his. rex lapis has long since passed from this world, it is now zhongli who moves through time, educating young minds, at least in this era. today's lecture goes the same as they always do, starting with liyue's more modern history yet devolving into, as it almost always does, the subject of archons, for his students never fail to ask, knowing full well he will indulge them. the archons and their stories are by and large what he is asked about most, and he cannot help but allow it.
the last lecture of the night concludes ten minutes late, three students remain to chat for another twenty minutes, while a fourth still lingers after they have gone. zhongli smooths his brown waistcoat and clears his throat. ]
Mister Tartaglia. Do you not have some pressing matter to attend to?
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zhongli wonders if he is professionally trained. or if he wants to be. ]
Now, that isn't true. There are plenty of wonderful professors here.
[ and some terrible ones, too, but they can't all be winners. zhongli's classes might always be filled to the brim, but he's never been so conceited as to assume it has anything to do with him. perhaps young ones these days simply have a love of history. ]
Flattery will also not improve your grade.
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[ No, hitting on his teacher will only put his grade in jeopardy, but it wouldn't be fun without a little risk, would it? Even if Zhongli rejects his advances, he wonders where he would draw the line. Would he merely start ignoring Ajax, or would he go so far as to kick him out of his class?
Time will inevitably tell, because Ajax will not be deterred. ]
I really do just want to get to know you better. If you tell stories from your life the way you tell stories from history in class, then they'll be well worth listening to.
[ Another sip of his drink, watching his companion closely with dangerous blue eyes. ]
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not being approached about his past, no, but being approached by a student keen on learning it. he has plenty of enthusiastic pupils who seek him out, but none have been so bold as to request a lecture on his life rather than liyue's history; funny, how the two of them are one and the same.
of course, that was rex lapis's life; zhongli's life, on the other hand, has hardly been anything remarkable. he values honesty in high esteem, but there are some things he simply cannot divulge. there's something in the flash of ajax's eyes that gives him pause, something he tucks away into the annals of his memory. ]
Why are you so curious? I can promise you that my life has hardly been remarkable enough to be of interest in a story. I would rather hear about you. That mark on your face. Where did it come from?
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But he'll make sure he's the most persistent. ]
Oh, that?
[ He pokes a finger at the scrape on his jaw. Oh, good, it stopped bleeding! ]
Just a little scuffle between classes. Nothing to be worried about, I assure you. Everyone involved just wants to get stronger.
[ Mostly. ]
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though he does think it odd, that ajax has approached him in this way at all. he's a charismatic young man, he must have many friends, what would he want with a tired, mild-mannered history professor? ]
I see..
[ his features gather into a slight frown. ]
Why don't you simply get yourself professionally trained?
[ fight clubs aren't the best way, ajax!! ]
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I've explored that option in the past, but every time I've been ejected from class for being...a little too creative.
[ He's not afraid to fight dirty, is more like it, and any kind of professional training he'd tried frowned on that sort of thing. He merely shrugs, sipping his coffee, far more sweet and creamy than his companions. ]
I've been told I'm "difficult" and "a handful".
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Well, you do well enough in my class, so I cannot complain.
[ another sip of his coffee, his eyes settling on ajax's smiling face. ]
Still, there is something to be said for disciplined combat, as well. It takes skill to overcome one's own instincts.
[ it's just another way to become stronger, he thinks! fighting dirty works and all, but disciplining one's body and form is a true art. honing your style.. it's satisfying in a way that the chaos just can't be, for him. ]
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If Ajax can't get him out on a date, maybe a fight will suffice. But first he must lay the groundwork. ]
You sound like you know what you're talking about. Sure you haven't gotten into a scuffle or two yourself, teach?
[ He'd love to see Zhongli in action, if he carries his usual grace and poise into combat. ]
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[ rex lapis was once the warrior god, after all, but that was a very, very long time ago. still, he has not lapsed in training, though he can hardly remember the last time he faced another living being in combat. perhaps it is time he stretched his legs.. though not against a student, surely. unless, mayhaps, he seeks to learn..
it would certainly be better than relying on fight clubs. ]
Though it has been quite some time. Why is it that you want to get stronger?
[ what threat could he possibly be facing that could require such a thing from him? zhongli cannot know, though the idea makes him worry. ]
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With a chuckle, he leans back in his seat, one leg crossed over the other. ]
It's simple, really. So I can be the strongest. My path to greatness lies in my might. So long as I am always honing my skills, I am achieving my ambitions.
[ Really, pursuing a college education is just something of a side project done out of convenience. It's not where his passion lies, even if he has found subjects and peers to hold his attention. ]
What do you make of that, I wonder?
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[ he speaks mildly, and takes another sip of his drink. ]
Yet it is precisely because it is so outlandish, that I think it must be true.
[ what reason would he have to make up such a thing? and what initially drove him to wish for such a dream, he wonders? it seems so simple in theory, yet it is entirely unique. zhongli has known many, many powerful people, and many, many people who wished to grow stronger, but none that wanted to grow mighty simply for the sake of it. most of them wished to use that might to achieve something else.. whether that be conquering their neighbors to reign over them, or protecting their loved ones.
his gaze remains even as he watches ajax's eyes. ]
What would you do with such power?
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Be the strongest that is. Anyone who I may face, I want to be able to take them down and conquer everything in my path.
[ So, you know.
Normal reasons.
He sips his drink, smiling with just enough cheek to let his companion know that he gets how ridiculous it sounds. He's heard it plenty in his life time, how he sounds like someone who should have lived in days long past, but it doesn't matter. He knows who he is, and what he wants. ]
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You wish to rival even the gods themselves, I see.
[ though the archons, of course, have long since stepped back from the world, the stories still remain. the belief still remains. ]
And when you sit atop that great peak, what then will you do? Find a way to travel the stars in search of new battlegrounds?
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[ An audaciously bold claim that probably sounds crazy to anyone willing to indulge him long enough to listen. Still, lofty though it may be, he will see it through. It is who he is - what he is.
At the question Zhongli posits, a warm laugh spills from Ajax, as though they are not discussing fighting the actual gods right now. ]
Why not? There's always a higher peak to climb to, you see. There is no end to my ambition until the whole world lies conquered at my feet.
[ he's crazy ]
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and yet, he is talking to one of the few people in teyvat who may in fact understand his ambition. at least, somewhat. rex lapis was, after all, a fearsome and powerful warrior, and when the gods waged war he was among the most ferocious of them all. it may have all been for the sake of a contract, but nevertheless the slaughter he perpetuated was insurmountable. it may have been long, long ago, but zhongli remembers.
a warm chuckle rolls in his throat. ]
A feat that would be indeed, for Morax held many titles, the Warrior God among them. He would have ben a fine opponent against which you could whet your blade.
[ too bad he's dead!! ]
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[ He sounds deadly serious, but a moment later he leans back in his chair, hooking one elbow over the back of his seat, and chuckles, warm and light. ]
Now, I've told you a bit about me. Your turn, next.
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[ though to zhongli, it feels like little more than a few days past. still, the geo archon's death was well recorded through the annals of time, and can be found in any liyue history book with ease.
resting his wrists against the table, zhongli cups both hands around his paper cup, his even gaze leveled on ajax's face. ]
What would you like to know? You spoke of your passions, and my own are quite obvious.
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Just subtly enough, Ajax's gaze drops from Zhongli's amber eyes to his lips, and then down to the counter, a hand running disarmingly through his hair. ]
Sure, but what about outside of the classroom? You must do more than teach and research. And if that is all you do...why is that? What about it has made it your life's work?
[ He had asked him about his passions, and now he turns the same question back on him. ]
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or perhaps he does not miss it, but simply thinks nothing of it. for all his years and years of experience, zhongli has always been a little blind to the attractions of others, perhaps because he does not consider himself particularly desirable. nevertheless, he watches as ajax runs a hand through his unruly hair, his gaze unreadable. ]
Well, I'm afraid that teaching and research are in fact my passion. They have been for a very long time.
[ he loves liyue deeply, completely, nothing could bring him more joy than delving into old memories and stories. ]
I find history immensely interesting. What else is it, if not the weaving of many, many stories?
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[ In fact, listening to Zhongli's lectures almost makes Childe feel as though he were there in those ancient battles himself. Or maybe it's just that he has a vivid imagination - likely, a pairing of both makes this history class so particularly engaging for him. ]
Is that what you always wanted to be? Someone who tells stories and captivates an audience with the weave of his words?
[ If so, he's accomplished it. And Childe isn't the only one; everyone in their class seems to enjoy Zhongli's lessons, and not just for his smooth voice and handsome face. ]
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[ morax was quite different from zhongli, after all, and his desires and ambitions then were very much different. the archon war was violent and vicious and his desire then was to conquer and defeat. the building of liyue and the protection of its peoples was also a passion of his, one dear to his heart. but these are not things that he can rightly disclose.
zhongli hums softly, something like a smile curving his mouth. ]
I suppose I would also like to run a tea shop.
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Ajax finds the answer quite charming, in fact. Of course his mild-mannered history professor would also enjoy making tea. His entire demeanor is like a smooth, calming chamomile tea. Tucking his fist under his jaw, he chuckles. ]
Ah, truly? Then if you should ever pursue that dream, I'd love to be your first customer. It would suit you, I think.
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zhongli smiles, a warm chuckle rolling low in his throat, deep and gentle. it almost feels surreal to say such a thing, to think that he could ever do something so simply mundane as running a tea shop. then again, teaching in a university is equally mindane. in his brazen youth, morax never would have considered such things.
how age and time have calmed him. ]
Well, should that time ever come, I'll be sure to let you know, but for now I am quite content where I am.
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Different, perhaps uncomfortable at first...but not wholly unappealing.
He shakes the thought from his head, chuckling. ]
Oh? And what about your personal life? Any family? Or is education truly your own and only passion?
[ Has anyone stolen his heart and beaten Ajax to the punch? ]